Zhong Xuan
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Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Been a while since my last blog...many many thing that should happen, happened, shouldn't happen, also happened.

Was due to be on HUW course this week but due to some constraints i could not go, don't really know if its a good or a bad thing don't want to be brooding over it as well. All i can say is..some people are getting paid to do their work,yet they always pass it on to other.
All i want to say to that particular person? You applied for it, you should have known about it, now you got it, dont freaking complain and just do your job. Simple a**hole.

Been in CD for quite some time already haven seen a real person D**D, just last sat managed to see a case of such but i was not on duty yet it happened at my block o.O. It goes to show that life is precious, accidents will and do occur so please treasure your life to the fullest!

Now on a happier note - i would most probably be going for a few courses in the coming month, hope to be able to learn things that would help me further in life, anyways should i go for para-counseller course?Seriously considering it but i have till june to decide so....lets just take it slowly haha ^^

Looking forward to pay day, to pay off all my existing debts, to treat my family to a good meal, and to reward my very dear dear for being patient (not really but soso only =D) with me for these 2 broke months.

Going to watch my game le..... buaiz! Arsenal!!!!


2:32 AM | loStz

Thursday, April 2, 2009
Bought 3 new games in the past 2 days and sold 2 bout 1 hr back, feeling elated about it - . don't really know why too haha maybe b'cos the other 2 games have been rotting and collecting a fair amount of dust since it arrived =x

Feeling bored seeing my blog just like that so............. I guess i would be getting pictures soon? heez

Went to sentosa ytd with dear dear ard 9pm had quite a nice and quiet time with her there, i would say its a pretty nice thing to do rather then spending money on other stuff =x not that i'm a miser.

Anyhow, i've still not seen any improvement in my Procrastinating "talent" of mine. Sigh... who can help lol...

Preparing myself for 2 weeks of course and endless amount of my time in station.. But glad that i'm feeling better these days going to work, turning out for calls, training and blah blah blah........Looking forward to pay day!!!!

Signing off now.. Not to go to sleep though but to enjoy the new games that i have bought =DD


8:48 PM | loStz

Monday, March 30, 2009
yooosshhhh....... back to leave another crap of lines on the internet!

Feels little wierd now when i do not blog haha..something that's changed in my life i see.
Had a pretty lame time in station today, just for a parade on my 2nd day off, sigh is this really what i sign-ed on for? Guess is still not part of me yet ba. ADAPT! ADAPT! ADAPT!

Had spent my last week almost daily in station, yet, i still have things i "should" have completed and yet still left undone or rather - untouched =x

This year has,had,had been and will be a bad year for me to gamble after a sequence of "trial and error". Yes, its true i have been on a losing streak everytime i gamble... just lost $150 =( so my new resolution this year is to keep gambling to a minimal =D hope to achieve it haha

Okays i be turning in already or i would say soon b'cos i have to work tml (AGAIN!!??)... hope to get my pay soon... have plans for it already hehe...


P.S: I am learning to stop PROCRASTINATING.... a flaw that i've been TRYING to perfect for a long long long long time............................


11:55 PM | loStz

Friday, March 27, 2009
Yooooshhhh!! Just back after sending dear dear home.. Driving feels great...no need wait for bus, no need tap and all those things. Most importantly is - ITS FAST! lol..

Feeling tired once again.. (was feeling like this since last duty) so think I'm turning in pretty soon anyways tml will be on duty again.. starting to feel better going to work, hope its a good sign ba...

A little about my very very 1st duty. Went for a call early in the morning haha very much my very 1st call as a regular... then had a very very long and tiring day till 2am in the morning.. haishh haishh did i sign on for this? I guess so ba =x

Hmm 12.02 le dar dar still not online haha think still having her prob with her internet so ke lian =( yet my internet still running well =DDD

Signing off here then... Nights to all =D wish everyone a happy earth hour tml!

P.S: I'm getting quite used to blogging le :P


11:57 PM | loStz

Monday, March 23, 2009
Since this is my first post...i shall explain a little about my blog name haha...(don't think anyone does it..so i guess i am the first?LOL!) lost is just how i am always feeling...and also how i am always losing things regardless where i am.. thus the eventual name for my blog.. i would also say half the time i would never really understand what i am exactly blogging about... but guess i would try to not disappoint my very sweet ai ai for creating this blogskin for me ba =D

Lets begin shall we? =D

Just back from a "bad" first day of work =.= super sucky day....cannot really elaborate much on it though..

Still thinking if i had made the right choice to actually sign on to become a regular. Somehow feel as though it was a bad choice to actually sign on.. is not going as planned, is not feeling as though its like last time, it just feels....................wrong....so wrong..

Looking forward to starting work officially on the 25th... keeping my fingers crossed to see how its going to turn out ba.. hope is just me not used to going back to station... happy to say that all my colleagues are still the same...lol... equally insane but nice guys... without them i think station would be just simple and boring..

Don't really think i would be making much sense blogging but suddenly just have the urge to blog haha! Pardon me for those who took the time and effort to read the crap that i have just written...


8:24 PM | loStz